grapefruits and vinegar

i want to write. need to. but when i look at the keyboard, its a mess. sue me i got scrambled eggs for brains. when u have to deal with 6,475,989.5 issues at the same time, there is a tendency to blow a fuse somewhere. and my blank stare isnt workin anymore. (damn! zombie tactics failing. must find something new, something effective). theyre on to me.

and because im in one of those moods again....
jump of a tall building
punch someone in the back of the head
large cheese burger with fries, onion rings, cheese cake, cookie, a donut, slice of pepperoni pizza
shoot launderer for losing another t shirt
buy more socks
love those new jeans
maybe go back "home" and work there
scream
visit new zealand
almost out of detergent
must finish 3 chapters of book im tryin to write
did i send out the documents???
JC (and its not the Big J) told you, listen to the rod, told u good things would happen
a higher wall
havent been to the avenues in a while
scream
chopa jo = chopa joler
she is so hot but i see her just once a week,hmmm
must grunt more
start readin books again
grateful for dinner
need to get me one of those
mutate
scream
CD thinks im like homer simpson
cohesive
growl
stupid white wall
muanki girls baby talk is the highlight of the week
ache
numb
lynyrd skynyrd
jerry cantrell
the red
"i've been changin' but you'll never see me now"
"its hard to keep from fallin out"
kyuss
yucca
monster
nightmare
void
no slog shots
"i'll be back"
i miss holdin hands
damned trains
damned accident
"everybodys goin to the party have a real good time"