u say "f*** u", i say "yeah f*** me"

has been a pleasant week for once.

do i dare?

i will.

get ur dark glasses out for today i am a STAR!!.so sayeth the big boss. i havent had a chance to breathe at work the past 4 weeks. there have been dividends tho, our sales figures are excellent. how did i become a star(at least for a day)? i was way ahead of the game. way way way ahead. today was time to sit back a little and take stock. and yes i did what i am supposed to and more. now before the star - namely moi - turns into his usual black hole.....

"ur so adorable" {now really...}
"ur so sweet" {gag me, blind me and shoot me in the back of the head}
"ur adorable" {enuff already}
"ur so thoughtful" {yeah right, i had nothing better to do at the time}
"ur sooooooo nice" {damn u all to an air supply concert}
"u r the man" {oh that i am}
"u look so innocent" {notetoself:dont shave anymore}
"u look nice this way" {notetoself:work on anti social look some more}
i had someone bow before me {hmmm.....}

in a couple of instances, all i wanted was to get laid. damn!!damn!!damn!!

its freezing

im happy.

two cheeseburgers with fries and a diet coke please

at macdonalds this afternoon.

cheese burgers. mind went back to some years ago ,when i used to work stores. one afternoon, my friend came along and said "i got something for you". "what?". and he pulled a cheeseburger out of his pocket, all wrapped up and kinda flattened. that day he wasnt a friend, he was brother. for life.

i like cheeseburgers.

and im it....now you're it............

ive been tagged! again! shooooooooooooonnnnnnnnnnnn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
okies here be the rules:

Link to the person that tagged you, and post the rules on your blog.


Share 7 random and/or weird facts about yourself.


Tag 7 random people at the end of your post, and include links to their blogs.


Let each person know that they’ve been tagged by leaving a comment on their blog.


Seven Random and / or Weird Things about Me.

1) im indian (like u didnt know that already, but its a start. ok im alien, in a manner of speaking - i come from a different dimension).

2) during summers, i sometimes shower 4/5 times a day.

3) i am always miserable. not much makes me happy. i do have those very rare moments of happiness absolute and i treasure them.

4) ive been told i mumble too much. therefore, i am the mumbler. now all i need is a cape and i need to wear my underwear on the outside. hmmm, also refered to recently as "hilarious evil overlord". thought for food.[burp]

5) i know more girls than i do guys and im still single. that so sucks.

6) i like watching movies at home rather than at a movie theatre.

7) i cant take my mask off anymore.


there my soul lays bare and exposed. to the world. the cruel world. the world of vampyres.

and now i must pass the torch, but i dont know 7 people, this is all i got:

- mon ami stinkhead. very intelligent and he IS a true metalhead

- drifter and romantic. beware the wrath of this little package. she scares me.

- pepper. she got a dog now. shes crazy and tattooed. so that makes her cool.

- smiley. cuz thats what she always does. smile. that sickens me. shes a good kid.

- muanki girl's mama. she'll be back shortly. on vacation. and definitely not drinking any beer. damn!!

reality bites....you in the ass and thats a big piece!

strange day.

started with the usual. and it took all of 4.5 hours to sort it. it can get very tricky when dealing with suppliers from different parts of the world. however, it got done. thats what im paid to do, and thats what i did. got it fixed...got it done.

i have been walkin around in a funk for a long while now. mostly keeping to myself and grunting and nodding and hhhmmmmm-ing. this afternoon, i got back to my seat and the fone rings. see, i cant remember when the last time something like this happened. someone made time for me without me asking!! and she wouldnt hang up until i spoke. she wanted me to talk and just let it all out. hmmm. now that is a wee bit difficult. still she didnt hang up until we decided that i needed to talk to someone. hey, im surprised and grateful. Thank you AF. a rarity that.

shes right tho. that im gonna talk about it.....welllll, i dont kno. i dont.

and in other news - there aint none. hardy har har! hyuk hyuk too!

ok psycho girl is back. a month long hiatus. things cud get very tragic. and becoz of the seriousness of her situation, i held back. we usually make fun of each other. she is the sparta girl and im the guy who only wears black. but now that has been put on hold. i tried to make her laff. wait, i did make her laff. i always do. and she missed me for that. whoop-dee-doo. somebody missed me. usually its my suppliers who miss me when they have to get paid. thats when they show all their love by sending me tons of emails. like i dont get enuff each day already.

theres a lot we take for granted. or sometimes theres things we dont even think about because it just is. when there is that very real possibility of losing one of our senses what does one do? just sigh and say its fate or look for alternatives. but what if the body rejects it, then what? it puts things into perspective - to a certain extent. flipside - cyborg time!!{sorry cudnt help myself}.

i received this today. agony aunts can be so helpful.....




i think im in love!! miriam!!!!

the walls gettin higher.....in isolation i die

been a long week.

and i found out i am so good,and dont even know it.yep!!

works been drivin me crazy but im so drawn to it. there be many voids to fill and work has always been a great filler. feelin agigated lately and i dont kno what to do.

met wit some friends yesterday evenin and we went out for dinner. to a restaurant that specialised in nothingness. we spoke a lot about work. i dont have anything else to talk about(i like to work, i like my job, i just wish things were fair, but thats racism for you). and the girls threatened me. "we wont go out with you if u keep payin" {sue me}. hey if u dont wanna go out......

i am still feelin somewhat ill from last week. i havent had time to recover, went straight back to work after i found out i could stand again. but then thats how im built.

last week im told not to hate the world so much. and not to hate myself. i dont hate myself, i just dislike a lot of things, hmmm, notetoself:shave more often. maybe its not the world i hate but the world i kno. and i kno i definitely dislike what i see. dystopian reality in an egalitarian dream!! hardy har har!! last week also had to go face to face. and i came out on top. but that still didnt change the fact that what happened was not right. im not right all the time, but when i am , I AM! deal with it you loused up fucktards!!

this mornin-

dipstick: what is that?[pointing to my forearm]
me: what...? [and i look past it and on to the ground behind me thinking hes pointing to something on the ground]
dipstick: that, that...[pointing again]
me: oh that, its nothing [i realise hes pointin to my tattoo]
dipstick: what longage?
me: japanese
dipstick: u speak japonese
me: no
dipstick: show me [and then the stupid pile of shit moves closer to hold my arm]
me: [moving arm away from him, see i dont like anybody touchin me, its hard enuff lettin people who kno me touch me. i dont liked to be touched by anybody. very few people allowed that. i dont go touching anybody, so i expect the same]
dipstick: what it means?
me: it means something
me: i have to go
dipstick: i just being friendly, no serious
me: {not in a mood for this u shitbag, really im not, go far away}
dipstick: show me show me {hes getting closer and tryin to hold my forearm]
me: why are u talkin to me?
dipstick: i just being friendly, just want to see. what religion u are? where u are from?
me: ur asking too many questions, and i dont like it. [very very annoyed tone]
dipstick: i just being friendly
me: i dont care, ur wasting my time and ur asking too many questions
dipstick: u dont like? [he had this look, bet he practised it a lot in front of a mirror, a look of surprise. surprised that someone doesnt want to talk to him)
me: no, i dont like [by this time, my voice was very high, walking away from him]
dipstick; oh ok, i will not ask question, why you angry?
me: {i wish killin dipsticks was legal}


great news this mornin, actually this afternoon, my bro (hes part of the fantastic four) got a lil girl. the strange part is theres this word (hyatt = life)stuck in my head from sometime last week. and guess what he calls her.....we spoke for quite a while. he may come down to kuwait for a few daze. we got a lot of catching up to do.



and finally for all those who want to quit their job but dont kno what to write....



Dear Sir,


Subject: Resignation

















I Love Your Wife.











Thank You......... ...












GOD so rules!! truth be told here, i lag behind, disappointed and feeling condemned and angry, but HE sure knows how much punishment i can take and then HE pulls me out like nothing has happened and everything is sorted out. i may not be religious in a way conventional, ive had my share of x-file experiences with GOD, but what HE did for me this week and i asked HIM because there was no way out but a gun, and HE was there. HE WAS THERE!!