my happiness is slowly creeping back, and im not a happy smiley type person

Will you stand above me?
Look my way, never love me
Rain keeps falling, rain keeps falling
Down, down, down

just love that song....

ive finally got a room again. today was clean or eventually sink. and now i see floor and no more clothes, and no more empty bottles, and no more cds/dvds and i realise living out of a suitcase is that one cant really see what they have or need. and thats when the suitcase got lighter. anyways, i can move again. so i now have reached a whole new level of enlightenment and roominess.


and i actually have a bit of a personal life. its been too long and ive forgotten what it feels like. i am beginning to appreciate things. ok fine, all that ive been hording for so many years isnt gonna take a back seat, but i have a personal life and i like. i still cant dance, oh well at least i can headbang. thats a primitve form of dancing for those not in the know.

i like.