Saturday, April 19, 2008

smile and the world thinks you're high on something

you know nature conspires against you when the weekend is constantly plagued with dust/sand storms. why weekends? go figure. bad for business as well. im not a picnic-person but i am a take-a-long-walk person.

anyhoos, was out on thursday night. formal affair it was. and i thought it was going to be a dry weekend. not so. and i slow danced. again. i am so sure that one day i will step on a womans toes and crush them. you see, i cant dance. damn. women take advantage of guys who are inebriated.


it came time to take stock, where we are as opposed to where we were a couple of years ago. some of us have moved ahead. some have remained, sometimes out of lack of any clear direction brought upon not by themselves but rather by guiding force(s). it leaves a bitter taste. there is support for some but none for another when all are deemed equal(??). fuck you! there is no such thing, and to say there exists such a state conceals a very obvious color and gender bias. that one is not ever capable of committing any errors and the blame must always fall on those who do not belong. well then pardon me for not ever wanting to be part of (y)our society.

what is truly sad is that most of "us" want to be part of it - to belong. part of a mass. where you lose your identity and then you want to impose your ideas and ways. look its very simple, since we have free will and freedom to choose, let me choose what i want to do and when i want to do it.




"REBEL SCUM"

5 comments:

Mirandian said...

Dust/sandstorm...it's the season. Nature is not conspiring against you...take the opportunity to catch up on your reading...writing ...having quite time in the confines of your 4 walls!

PS:- I noticed that "smile"...is it Exstacy?!;-)

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krashwin said...

dude, i saw ur pic in chrisann's facebook page...u have grown a double chin! hehehe too much daaru? at first i could not recognise you, then i saw the black shirt!

Shoonyata said...

my friend, i dont know who has moved, and who hasnt...but seeing bits and peices of you, I would be proud to be in your tribe!

growth is not a vector...it takes many forms, directions and dimensions...rule the world, dude!

ra said...

miran...when did u see me smile? hmmm....was it just after a meal? im curious now

krash, dunno if its booze, i dont drink too often, dont get that chance. maybe its age. yup thats got to be it.

shoon, u r the tribe.

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