if i knew, id quell the monster.

stifled

lookin back

most trials are inconsequential.
confiding to the wasted, what was there is now. and my toes and my fingertips, numb. so numb. but i can can actaully feel as i wave.

"yeah, ill get it done. theyre gonna get the info before they get to work" {before im supposed to be at work}

and i fell farther than ever before and f*** me, i feel even more alive.

u see what kills lets me live n see. if execution of rebirth was as easy as the shit that billy "im gonna rape ur soul" gates sells, then i am as real as the next order cycle without any changes. and damn u bastards for pushin shit that no one wants with lies and inflated articulation. why cant they see it? cuz the bastards sold their souls and u have in turn sold the souls of ur children, to prove a point. bite me. ur ineffective, because i see thru u. ur effective because u got me hands tied behind and on my knees.

im not lookin back, it is now.

"There must be some kind of way out of here
Said the joker to the thief
There's too much confusion
I can't get no relief"

there are times when all u wanna do is scream....

well i try to sing
and it scares people. my landlady heard me, er, sing. her daughters heard me last nite. the younger one knows, so shes ok with it. the older one asks me today "what was that noise? was it a really scary movie? lots of monsters?"

hmmm, ok i dont sing...i listen to metal and i growl.

so it scares people. hm, i may be on to something here.

nucking futs!!

do or die!!!

lol!!!!

i so dislike em!!!!!

at least i ll know!!!!!!