there are times when all u wanna do is scream....

well i try to sing
and it scares people. my landlady heard me, er, sing. her daughters heard me last nite. the younger one knows, so shes ok with it. the older one asks me today "what was that noise? was it a really scary movie? lots of monsters?"

hmmm, ok i dont sing...i listen to metal and i growl.

so it scares people. hm, i may be on to something here.

nucking futs!!

do or die!!!

lol!!!!

i so dislike em!!!!!

at least i ll know!!!!!!

my happiness is slowly creeping back, and im not a happy smiley type person

Will you stand above me?
Look my way, never love me
Rain keeps falling, rain keeps falling
Down, down, down

just love that song....

ive finally got a room again. today was clean or eventually sink. and now i see floor and no more clothes, and no more empty bottles, and no more cds/dvds and i realise living out of a suitcase is that one cant really see what they have or need. and thats when the suitcase got lighter. anyways, i can move again. so i now have reached a whole new level of enlightenment and roominess.


and i actually have a bit of a personal life. its been too long and ive forgotten what it feels like. i am beginning to appreciate things. ok fine, all that ive been hording for so many years isnt gonna take a back seat, but i have a personal life and i like. i still cant dance, oh well at least i can headbang. thats a primitve form of dancing for those not in the know.

i like.

crawl to scrape knees and then roll over n play dead....possum!!!

its been 5 years. and a day.


got reason(s) if nothing. and it makes sense. always did but didnt really want to accept.

ive tuned into launchcast and its been a good trip. theres bands n music from the nineties, brings back memories. grunge and its evolution, pearl jam and alice in chains(yeah sure nirvana, good, sorry but i think they be over rated)and the discovery of the best electronic outfit ever - the prodigy.

anyhoos, krashers is now a mutant. and im happy for mon ami stinkhead. God bless compadre!!!

thats two so far this year, the first being doc.

and no matter what, "man"kind always loses. but God bless to y'all and keep on rockin the free(?) world.

and yesssss, im drinkin n bloggin officer!!!

and im gettin home cooked food for lunch now!!!!

being lost when u cant only makes me think, why am i even bothering?

seriously tho, i wish the world would change.

and i am doin all i can...........are u?

okay, now ive learned a few things.

one being thou shalt never fall asleep when visiting a scalp artist arena aka the barber shop.

you see i fell asleep once before and i got an amazing haircut. two days ago, i fell asleep and when i woke, i got hair that stands like i stuck me finger into a live socket and there are bits that can put ol rip van winkle to shame.

oh well, perhaps i ll do a warhol and start with a collection.

and on the cricket front our boys are doin themselves proud. it is always tough beatin sri lanka at home. all teams that tour will not disagree. but this time round, well the scores speak for themselves.

another thing ive learnt is that even if u think like ur boss, hes gonna disagree and say the exact opposite. perhaps bosses like to think they think differently by doing the exact opposite of what u say and dont realise ur merely mirroring. so much for self inflicted and yet unconscious "kickin urself in the family jewels" stupidity.
"uh-huh. shore thing bossman. whatever u say"
"not whatever i say"
"but didnt u just say..well never mind, ill get it done" {cuz im a yes man}{see i agree with u even mentally, im such a good employee}{yeah right f**k me! im the annoying bastard u cant get rid of}


he don't know, so he chases them away
Someday yet, he'll begin his life again
Life again, life again...


muscles....u the man
cookie monster....ull never kno
addu....the cheeseburger that changed my life
sla.....ur right ur my good friend
powderfinger....so rulz


hm, perhaps i shudnt drink n blog.

sue me

lol

God bless y'all