sleep eludes. again.

the minds blank.

repelled by lifes polarity

hangover!!! nice term that.....oh well its the weekend, so its fine. ill recover.


finally got my little project done(but thats only part one of two). it took a while. and tho im not really happy with it, the bosses liked it. congratulations et al. said it will "increase my market value", to which i retorted,"it would be better if i get a salary increase", to which he said,"haha", to which i thought,"i wish i had a gun, haha".



some good things have happened this week. and for some strange reason, i didnt really care about some of them. i mean, yeah, theres relief but....priorities have changed. thats a given. ive understood for some years now that wants are just that, wants. but when a need is fulfilled and the feeling to it is numb, was it really a want all this time? nah, cuz, i analysed, then i dissected, then i put it into a jar and added water and shook it(just to see what would happen), then i took it out and squeezed the excess water out of it, then i left it to dry. conclusion - it was a need and i didnt care.



need a vacation. real soon. so in light of that, have a little break comin my way for a few days. no emails, no phones - just me, my liver, and a whole lotta movies. oh yeah some food too. my only hope is that the temperature drops by another 10 degrees by that time. so love winter. there is something so serene about it. and when its gets cloudy with that cold breeze blowing, yeah.....


whats a jambi?